One Direction

They are my current obsession. I found out about them when I was in the UK. It was love at first sight!
God, they are all good looking and yummy! Hehe ONE DIRECTION <3


Psst. I love Harry Styles the most btw, hehe.
He's the dude with the curly hair <33

Zac E Is Single

Ssup bloggers? Miss me? Hehe. Forgive me for not updating this shit-full-of-crap-blog of mine for these past few weeks. I wasn’t in my, yknow mood to note down anything. Actually it was because I got zero material to write really, as my life was quite a bore given that I’m basically stuck at home.  But I did sneak out, twice. Hihi. I’m a rebel baby! Haha shh, keep that piece of information to yourself k? Don’t try to blackmail me alright? Haha. Let’s move on shall we. Hmm. I watched Rapunzel with the girls while a french mummy movie with Amira. God, I wasted my cash on a stupid mummy film that has a dull and unrealistic storyline. Anyhow, the Rapunzel movie was quite good. Had a few laughs as I was watching it. Never knew a fairytale story can be so.. unpredictable and amusing at the same time.

Oh yeah, I just got back from London the day before yesterday. The weather there was super cold and it snowed! It was my first time experiencing snow so I was really happy. It was my second trip there so there wasn’t much to see and buy. And for that reason, I wanna apologize firsthand to my friends because I didn’t buy many souvenirs. I’m so sorry!  Anyway, I don’t think I need to mention that there were loads of good looking boys and men there. God, it was like I’m in heaven or something. Hehe seriously.

I spent quite a number of days in Wales as my aunt lives there as a permanent resident and mainly because my big sister, Ain attends the University of Bristol. There were lots of halal food in Bristol so the trip there was great hehe. London was awesome btw! There was sale everywhere so  it was fantastic as dad was in his shopaholic’s mode. Both my baby sister and I scored quite a number of designer goods there. Thanks pa hehe. Oh, I also went to both Manchester and Liverpool as I’m a Manchester United’s fan while the rest of my family members are Liverpool fans. But it was second time too for both places, anyways. I did enter the stadium tour in Liverpool but not in Manchester as it was a match day when I was there. Wanted to purchase tickets for the game but my dad told me, the Manchester fans there are usually ‘ganas’. I had a great time there though. The tour in the Liverpool stadium was great but it wasn’t as huge as the Manchester stadium. So yeah. Haha, dad guaranteed that he’ll be bringing me there again next year. Hehe yay!

Alright then, I better go to bed now as it is nearly 4am. Night! X
Sorry for the long post btw.

Sparks Fly

I once had a guy best friend,who was my ultimate best friend. I can't go without a day without talking to him. He always know how to cheer me up. He was always the one I can depend on, vice versa. He was not only my best friend, he was my boyfriend too. I never felt that comfortable with someone like him. We used to finish each others sentences and with one glance, we would already know what is in our minds. As if we are talking to each other using our eyes. When we broke up, he said we'll always be best friends. But a few weeks later we had a huge fight, when he started to be nice to me or something like that, my ego got in the way. He said it was enough, he doesn't want anything to do with me anymore and he ended our friendship. Letting my ego come between us was a mistake I will regret till my last breath. When my heart was starting to heal, we keep bumping into each other. His smile will always turn into a frown every time we bump into each other. How could you not be sad when the person you love, hate seeing you? Hm.

When I listen to songs like Stay and Scar, both by Miley Cyrus, I would immediately think of him and I'd break down and cry. The other night in the car, the song Kenangan Terindah by Samson came on the radio, I forced myself to keep the tears from falling as this song holds a lot of memories to it . Haih. I know I should have moved on already. I even thought I moved on already, but boy was I wrong. My heart literally skipped a beat when I saw him at a shop. Moving on gets harder everyday as I used to run to him when I have problems or secrets to tell, and now I have no one but myself. I'm tired of convincing myself and everyone else that I'm fine because I'm far from fine. Haih.

I should probably stop writing this crap and get some sleep before mum wakes me up for breakfast. Forgive me for this emo shit post. I just need to let it out. Good night. X

Final Countdown

I'm gonna start this post by saying; I’m sorry for my previous post. Do excuse me for saying those ruthless words. I was erm, very furious with that guy. What he said was rude and offensive. I swear I would have punched him at the face if he was anywhere close to me. Anyhow, I’ve tried hating him, but it's just not my nature to hate someone no matter how bad that person treats me. Hmm maybe I'm too nice? Well that what I’ve been told. Do remember, I don't hold grudges but I never forget the things you did. Kapish? Whatever, enough about that. Oh btw, my finals are starting this Monday. So I better go and cram my brain with facts and handy stuffs that will hopefully help me pass my exams. And oh yeah, I won't be updating this blog in about a month or so. K chow.
Gotta go now. Wish me luck! Bye. X

Oh btw, if you have time to spare, do take a look at this awesome blog.
You won't regret it, I promise ;)

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Ugly Duckling

FUCK YOU ASSHOLE (!)

I know you're the one who cast me off. But do remember, you were the one who searched me on Facebook just so you can be my friend. You were the one who practically begged me to choose you, instead of another guy. You were the one who moved school, just to be with me. You were the one who did all of those things! Not me! Then why all the sudden you joked around with my recent ex, saying that his tastes on girls are not good? I know you're talking about me when you said that! You fucking asshole. No wonder most of you previous schoolmates told me not to accept you as a friend when I first asked them about you as they say you are a fucking bastard. I should have listened to them back then. Now, I really regret that stupid decision I made last two years. I know you say bad things about me to your fellow friends. You even asked a friend of yours to use me. How thoughtful of you man. I never once (not that I can recall) talked nasty things about you to my friends. You told me numerous times that you don't hate me but actions speak louder than words darling. I'm very disappointed with you. No. I'm disappointed and mad with myself for thinking that you are actually a nice guy.

If only I knew.

Plastered Smile

I apologize for not updating this blog for quite some time. I'm kind of busy these few days as I'm helping my baby sister with her PMR examinations. I'm doing this because dad promised to buy me an Iphone 4 if she'll achieve all straight A's for all the eight subjects. You better remember your promise dad! Hihi. Anyway, even if my dad didn't promise me that, I would still help her. After all, she is my baby sister and it's like my job to take good care of her as she is only little sister. I've always been there for her through thick and thin. I was there when she had her first boyfriend and also when she had her heart broken for the first time too. Stupid boy. I hate him and his big sister. Who in the right mind will ask his/her elder sibling to answer a phone call from a stranger? Fucker right? It was me by the way, the stranger that is. Hahahaha! Don't tell her that. Anyway, I sometimes do think that I am my lil sister's guardian angel.

This reminds me of the time I sent my elder sister to KLIA as she's going to Bristol, UK to do medicine. When she hugged me, she asked me to take good care of my lil sister and big brother. Argh. Tears are now rolling down my cheeks as I miss my big sister, very very much. I miss having little arguments and fights with her. The house sounds as if its empty without hearing any screaming and shouting from the both of us. Haih. But it’s okay anyway, because in December, the whole family are going there to visit her. And anyway, we Skype as in video chat each other at least three times a week. My dad miss her so much till he leaves his Skype open every day and will get jealous when I get to Skype with her, and he doesn't. Aww Abah <3 

Speaking of the devil, my sister just went online now, so I'm gonna finish this bullshit and then go and skype with her. Goodbye then. X

Fairytale Endings

I’ve always wanted to say ‘I miss you’ right in front of your face. But I won’t do that, as I know doing that is just like throwing salt into the sea, as it is stupid. I sort of convinced myself that I'm over you. The convincing worked for like awhile during the holidays, until I saw you at school. My heat literally skipped a beat when I saw you. Oh I know you saw me looking at you, but you acted cool and calm like I 'm invisible. Like I was not even there. Now knowing that I am now invisible to you, that feeling sucks. Whatever happened to ‘You’ll always be my girl’? Asdfghjkl. I really wanna move on, and leave you behind in my past. But what if, the past is what I want to be in my future? What if we were made for each other, but I totally screwed up? What if this feeling will never fade? Okay, enough with the What If’s. Anyway why oh why, you’re always in my dreams? Can’t I for once have a decent dream not including you? Can’t I for once wake up and not preventing the tears from rolling down? You are really irritating, you know that? I extremely dislike bumping you in school, seriously. Cause then I have to pretend that you are invisible or something. I hate doing so. Sigh. Maybe this is the reason why my heart is literally numb from any sort of romantic feelings, and I eventually stop liking boys.

Except for celebrities, of course.

My God. This reminds me, having feelings for you, is approximately the same as having feelings for a celebrity. They don’t even know I exist and I can only love that celebrity from far away. And that celebrity and I will never be together. I wish I can go back in time, and say a few things to my former self, like don’t let my ego stand in the way of me and you. I know you or anyone to be exact, won’t be reading any of this, so it’s kind of like a relief to spill the contents of my heart after keeping it all to myself. Gotta get ready for dinner, so goodbye. Loves.

Malibu Princess

Sorry folks, for not updating this blog for a while now. The sluggishness in me is starting to blossom furiously. I promised myself before the holiday, I will start studying very hard for my finals. But I didn't keep that promise, I haven't even touch a single academic book since the last day of school before the holidays. I feel so ashamed of myself. If I can't even keep a simple promise like that, how could I keep the promises I made to other people? The bond I have with my family members is starting to to widen, as I sleep during the day and will be wide awake at night. Just like an owl. The only strong relationship I have right now are with the laptop and the blackberry. It’s not that I've already give up on my studies and my life, no never. It’s just that, I don't feel like myself these days. I just can't seem to control my emotions these days. One second, I'll be smiling, the next second I'll be screaming my head off scolding someone for their minor slip-up. I need to get out more, you know away from all this. I want to be alone without feeling lonely,
if you know what I mean.

Oh btw, Eid Mubarak was okay. Not really great, but just okay. Like another typical day at my father's side. I went back to Temerloh, Pahang to celebrate it with my dad's side of the family. Watched ghosts stories with them, and that was it. Okay then, I better log off now, my lil sis is driving me nuts as she wants to use the laptop now.
Goodbye, for now. Loves. 

Sore Loser

I'm not looking around to fall in love. I'm not even looking for a boyfriend right now. All I really want is to find a nice, decent guy that I can text late at night, joke around with, and be stupid with. Someone I can easily talk to, someone I can be my total self around and doesn’t mind at all. A guy I can waste Friday and Saturday nights with laughing and doing stupid stuffs together. Someone who's understands me, you know?
A guy-friend.

You’re so fake, Barbie is jealous.

I want to be happy again. I want to be optimistic and innocent like I used to, but something inside of me changed after I had my heart broken so many times. Something in me just gave up and I stopped caring. I stopped trying, and eventually, I stopped loving. I used to feel jealous every time I see cute teen couples holding hands together and stuff. But now, I feel nothing? Hmm. And oh, I really don't know why, but I get annoyed pretty quickly when a guy tries to sweet talk me or just to talk to me. Maybe my heart is completely closed? I don't know. I’m pretty much puzzled with myself right now. So, I’ll tell you about it later once I’ve got it all figured out okay ? Ttyl.

Mental Breakdown

Do you know that when a boy breaks a girl's heart, its much, much, much more than you know it affected her? Her tears are not only to show how much it hurts, but to at least try to blur out the world so she can forget? That she thinks every sleeping and waking moment what the hell did she did wrong? That when she looks at the photographs of you with her, she tries to tear it but can't because they reminds her of beautiful memories you both had? That she can't throw away the teddy bear and carefully preserved chocolate you gave her because you gave it to her? And whenever she thinks of the "I love you" words, she thinks of you and mutters "I love you, too" but then realizes she can't say it out loud to you any longer? That it feels like watching the whole world crashing before her very eyes? No. Of course you don't know what it feels like. You don't know how it feels to be cheated, to be left, to be fooled. And it’s taken very seriously because, once she falls in love with you, there's no way in hell she'll fall out of the love without any proper closure.

I Need Faith

I have learnt a lot about life even though I'm just sixteen. I learn that life changes every minute of every day. You lose friends. You gain friends. You realize your friend wasn’t ever really your friend, and that person you used to hate can make a really good friend. You look for love. You find love. You lose love. You realize all long that you’ve been loved. You laugh. You cry. You laugh so hard that you cry. You do this, you do that. You really wish you hadn’t done that. You then learn from that and are glad that you did. You have your ups. You have your downs. You see good movies. You see bad movies. You wonder if your life is just one big movie. You look at others and wish you were them. You then realize who they are and are glad that you’re you. You love life. You hate life. In the end you just find yourself happy to be living life, no matter what’s thrown at you.

Oh btw, I think I'm giving up on boys/men/males, ughh whatever. I'm trying my best to channel all my focus on my studies starting on now onwards. I'm tired of building my hopes up and opening my heart to someone and later gets my heart broken over and over again. I'm tired of all the drama and the tears. Haihh I think I'm going to stop here, before I have another emotional break down today.
So goodnight everyone. May God bless us all.

Lip Lock

Sorry for not updating for awhile now. I've been very lazy to open this blog as I'm usually online-ing from my blackberry. Anyway, I find it strange how you fall in love with someone, then later, out of it. Then after sometime, you start to wonder When, How, and Why the heck did you even you love that person. And it's kind of peculiar because, once you're out, you're on a whole new journey and adventure. It's like breathing fresh air for the first time. You see the world in a new way, like you're viewing the world from other person's point of view. You start to realize what you were missing. You never really noticed that you lost yourself when you were with that person. And now, once you realize, you're starting to regain back the old you. The person, you used to be. Right now, you are somehow grateful that it happened, that the 'love' is over now, because you start loving this new adventure of trying to find who you really are, finding the missing pieces that you lost in the blindness of love for that person, and rebuilding yourself again. True facts okay. I figured out about this first hand alright.

Oh oh, the fasting month is here ! YAYYY ! I mean, its not confirmed yet, as we need to hear the official announcement but I got a feeling its tomorrow. Hihi. Anyhow, my dentist appointment is in an hour. So, that's it for now. I'll blog later okay. Take care my babies.

Self Conscious

Even though all you’ve done is change since we last talked,
I still love you <3

Anyway, its been a few days since I last updated my blog. I was very busy with school stuffs. So last Friday night was my school’s Prefects Annual Dinner. I didn’t dress to impress so yeah, I looked erm, okay I guess ? Fyi boys, girls do not dress for boys. They dress for themselves, and of course, each other. If girls dressed for boys, they’d just walk around naked at all times. Hihi. The performances was literally mind blowing. The form 3’s show was so cool with their glow-in-the-dark bangles while the form 5’s performance was a tiny bit scary at the beginning but their performances were really awesome. Anyway, the dinner was superb. I will definitely remember that night for quite some time and it will be hard for the form 3's to top that one off next year. Its Monday today, and I’m already worn-out. I even slept in class for the most part of the day -.- The highlight of the day was really when my transport lady didn’t pick me and my sister back from school. Therefore, both of us had to walk home with our heavy backpacks on our shoulders under the blazing hot sun.

I think I’m gonna take a quick nap now, so sayonara peps.

Te Amor

It’s overused. It’s a cliché. It’s corny. It’s just a line. It’s illogical. It’s troublesome. It’s always too abrupt. It’s never on cue. It’s difficult to say. It will be held against you. It’s too bold. It’s often quite pathetic. It’s amazing how, after everything, I love you still works :')

Never Say Never

I wanna tell you I still have feelings for you, but it's not that easy when you're miles away and I got the feeling you don't feel the same way after I broke your heart not once, but twice for a loser. But yesterday you typed ily, right after you said goodnight to me. I stared at my phone screen for a few seconds, and rubbed my eyes twice. I can’t believe that you still have feelings for me after what I did to you. I didn’t know what to reply, other than wishing you goodnight too as I don’t love you, however I do like you. I admit, I still have feelings for my ex, which also happens to be your buddy. Forgetting someone who gave me a lot to remember is not the easiest thing to do. So, I hope you’ll give me time and lets us just remain friends till I’m ready to be more. Right now, I miss you so much and I can’t wait for your SPM examination to be done as it has been a long time since I last saw you.

That's all I've got to say for now. I'll blog soon, when I have the mood to do so because right now I'm down with the flu, fever and sore throat.
So later yo. 

Not My Fault

Shit, I sense that I'm falling for him once more. Fuckkk. It has been so long since I last saw you play sports. I used to cheer for you at the side lines. But now all I can do is just cheer for your team to win, even though I know that your team won't win and just hoping you won’t notice. It’s not like I planned on.. falling for you again. It’s not like I want it. I just can’t help it. All you do is break me, but when I see you, it’s like I forget all that. I forget about the heart you’ve shattered so many times and forget all of the pain I went through.. just for the possibility of you holding me again. I miss you. I don’t know
exactly why I do, but I miss you. So much.

Anyhow, my team The Bubbly Ball won the school softball tournament. YAYYY :D And now, I'm so tired. So blog later yo, nitey nite.

Asians don’t get grounded, but we just get a long ass lecture.

I’m a teenager and hate it when my parents compare me to other kids, and don’t even realize that I’m different from them. My parents don't even know the real me. They don't know how many tears I've cried. How many nights I spent waiting for a call. How many times I've been hurt by some stupid boy. They don't know that their "little princess" has grown up. Sigh, have you ever been angry or sad, to the point where you just break down at home, in your room? Your parents don't know because you keep the tears to yourself, and you cry silently. Your friends don't know because you talk as if you're fine and dandy behind the computer screen. Well you're not fine and dandy, and you know it. No one really knows how you feel, and they have their own lives to deal with, so you don't bother telling them. You bottle it up, and store it with all of the other problems or troubles, forever to be kept deep within.

Already Gone

I’m not the type of girl to wait by the phone. I won’t cry anymore. I now know that it won’t get me anywhere. I've discovered that fact the hard way. So, I’ll laugh - a lot and very often. And I’ll live my own life. And I would really like for you to be a part of it. But I’ll be fine without you,
I promise.

Screw Up

At the end of the day, there are always some things you just can’t help but talk about. Some things we just don’t want to hear, and some things we say cause we can’t be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they’re what you do. Some things you say cause there’s no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves. Sometimes, all you can do is not think. Not wonder. Not obssess. Not imagine. Just breathe. Breathe in. Breathe out. Everything works out in the end. And the more you worry about it, the longer it’s going to take for things to end perfectly.
Just the way they should.

Just Because

Just because somebody flirts with you, doesn’t mean they like you.

Just because somebody likes you, doesn't mean they wanna go out with you. Just because they wanna go out with you, doesn’t mean they love you. Just because somebody loves you, doesn’t mean they won’t hurt you. Because people lie, things change. boyfriends cheat, and “Best friends” ditch. And there are always gonna be those people who would kill to see you fall.

Sucking Air

Someone asked me yesterday night, What type of guy would you like to date ?. Even though you dumped me months ago, I still describe you when people ask what kind of a guy I like. Its a stupid thing to do, I know. I'm very, very aware of that. I don't really care what people talk behind me, you can say what ever you want because everyone has their own perception on people. I believe in myself, so screw your words about what I did or say as they wont affect me in any way. Oh yeah. I believe in love, in  karma, in kindness, and in singing in and out of tune fashion to your favourite songs. I believe in smiling till your cheeks hurt and laughing till your stomach hurts. I believe in having someone tell you you’re beautiful, dancing in the rain, and miracles too. I also believe in second and third chances, even if you’ve completely screwed it all up.
What do you have to say about that, my friend ? :)

Songs On The Radio

It’s weird, like when you’re in love, all of a sudden you’re hearing all of these love songs for the first time, and it feels like the singer is just talking to you alone, like reading your mind. When you’re grieving, it’s the same thing. It's like I’m in tune with all the sadness of the world suddenly.

Yesterday, I went to Melaka to visit my brother in his University. The journey there was boring, very boring. We did make a few stop at the R&R. And oh, I texted Azizul the whole journey, without him the journey would have been a lot boring-er. On the way back home, my dad played Taylor Swift's songs over and over again as we don't know the Hits fm or Fly fm's frequency in Melaka -.- Yes, I bought the Fearless cd. Every single Taylor's songs remind me of the old memories I had with my ex. So, of course I cried most of the way back home. Luckily I sat behind alone in the car. We arrived home at about 2 in the morning, I think ? But I still can't sleep. Curse you Insomnia. So I text Azizul again, while watching the tv. We praticallly texted the whole night. Till it was 4 in the morning, he excused himself, as he was sleepy. I continued watching tv alone till it was 5 something, then I went up stairs to lay on my bed. I can't remember what time I finally fall asleep. Then, my dad knocked on my door, saying that it is 6 AM already. I was like Nooooo :S So I gathered all my courage and asked my dad if I could skip school today. Thank God he said yes :D And now, here I am, blogging when I should be in school now. Hihi. Hmm, I better go now. My stomach is growling as it wants me to fill it up. Later peps.

Mega Douche

	Ex Boyfriend : Do you have any idea what would happen to you if I die? Ex Girlfriend : I might also die. Ex Boyfriend : *blushes* Why? Ex Girlfriend : Sometimes, too much HAPPINESS can cause death.

Lie Detector

I pretend that I'm over you so my friends will stop yelling at me to move on. I lie to myself and say that it just shows how pathetic you are that you keep asking other girls out after you broke up with me. but the truth is, I'm not okay. I still break down when I think of the life we were supposed to have together, and the memories that were defined as perfect that we created. I still love you. I wish you didn't move on. I'd never admit this to anyone- but even after all the pain you have caused me, I want you back.You said we could still be friends. You were in my life everyday. We talked on the phone for hours every night. Even when we weren't an item. We were friends. Now I spend my time trying to be as busy as possible so I wont miss your goofy texts and voice on the phone late at night. But when I try to fall asleep at night, my head still says your name. All of me misses you. And you said we could still be friends.

Reset Button

So much has changed. I loved someone a lot, and one day I woke up and I realized what moving on really is. There’s such a big difference between getting over something and getting through it. I got through with it all, but if he came up to me and told me that he sincerely loved me, I wouldn’t resist that. It’s funny how things work out right? You think you’ll be best friend with someone forever and one day you’re just not anymore. All I know for sure is that when you love someone, I mean truly love someone, whether it’s a friend or a boyfriend or girlfriend or whatever, you never stop loving them. Think about it. I’ve moved on, yes, but a part of me will always belong to him. I will always have that part of me that loves him.

I'm Yours

Every time I look at you, I feel better. It shocks me, it knocks my wind out, but it’s true. I don’t need to make out with you to be happy, I’d be happy just to look at you from across the room. And even that, anything, any piece of you, and hopefully all of you, that’d be the best thing because I love you.

Bust A Move

Dude ! You're cute.

Like "I-have-a-secret-crush-on-you' cute.

Haha, so there's one guy in my tuition that I'm having a huuuuge crush on, but he doesn't know. Of course. I never tell the guy I like that I'm having a crush on him. I don't have the guts to do so, i guess. He is obviously out of my league anyway, and he probably doesn't even know that I even exist. Well, I'm not born pretty like you. So, cut me some slack okaaay.

Trust Issues

I’ve always had problems trusting people. Spilling my inner feelings to even my closest friends has always been difficult. As I was afraid what they might think and react about it. And then you came along. Although it was still hard, but I did it. I came so far, I got so close. And then you broke up with me, and I don’t know if I can do it again with anyone else. Then I've learn to never trust anyone but myself. I do spill some, but those dark secrets of mine, I'll just keep it to myself. Keeping it all to myself is better than most of the kids in school knowing about it.

Natural Release

Have you ever reminisced on something in the past, thinking every possible way you could have changed it, made it last, made it work ? You'd spend your days waking up, thinking about it, going through your day thinking about it, and going to bed thinking about it - hoping and praying it will come back. I too faced this problem a few times already. But now I know, nothing last forever. We go through our lives, thinking about yesterday and not today. You're in denial, heartache and regretting. We're young, we're reckless and we're alive. We make stupid mistakes, we lose people we love, and that's just the way life works. Letting go isn't being weak or giving up..

Letting go is GROWING UP.

Bitch Much ?

Dude, you remind me of a penny, because you’re two faced and worthless. He told his girlfriend and her friends that I still love him. Tafakk ? Fucking liar.
I HATE YOU, you loser. I was very very furious ( still am ) when I found out from his brother, that my ex said to her girlfriend that I'm obsess with him. Eww, perasan gila mangkuk jamban tu -.- No offence, but you're just a nobody to me. To me, you're a huge mistake I did that I regret a lot. So stop flattering yourself with the lies that you made. I don't like you, and I am definitely NOT obsess with you. Okay ? Drill those facts into the pea-size brain of yours, will ya ? Thanks.

Rebound

I suddenly realized it. The way to get over you isn’t by hooking up with some random guy, or pretending like we didn’t happen. You and I loved each other, and then you broke my heart. I’ve been doing everything possible not to face that fact. I’m gonna kiss somebody someday, and when I do, it’ll be for me.

- Blair Waldorf

Already Moved On

It’s funny how when you finally get over someone, you start seeing them in a whole new perspective. It’s like you’re looking at them through the eyes of your best friend, and you realize, he’s nothing special. He’s just another ordinary boy. But in my case, he's a jerk. The word Douche Bag, suits him pretty well.

AWW

Boy :	I want to be a super hero. So guess what is my name.
Girl :	Hmm. Ironman ? Superman ?
Boy :	Haha nope. Think harder girl.
Girl :	Spiderman ? Oh i know ! You're Batman !
Boy :	No, you silly girl. I want to be YOUR MAN .

What A Day

Hey you, yes you girl. I want you to know that I'm not jealous at all yesterday, not even a tiny little bit. I don't like him, I never did. He was just another rebound guy to me. I never told anyone this but, to be honest, every time I was with him, I pictured that he was erm, someone else. And I'm pretty sure, he was aware of that, as I always talk about that 'someone', and he was always pretty mad every time I talked about that dude. So yeah, don't go and believe his lies saying that I still like him or what not. Because I just don't. Oh, I think you out of all the people, should already know by now that he's a freaking player. Well, not really a player, cause dia PTJ, as in Player Tak Jadi. Yes, I call him that because he flirts with everyone, BUT no one really falls for him. Girl, I do believe you know this fact too, right. As he flirted with you and tried to flirt with a few other girls too, when he was with me. Think about this girl, if he cheated behind my back and we get to see each other everyday, as we are in the same school but he still cheated on me. So don't you think that he will cheat behind your back as you are like so freaking  far far away in Kedah ? Hmm. Its all up to you now, I'm just telling what you should and probably already know about him. Toodles :)

Moving On

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.