Final Countdown

I'm gonna start this post by saying; I’m sorry for my previous post. Do excuse me for saying those ruthless words. I was erm, very furious with that guy. What he said was rude and offensive. I swear I would have punched him at the face if he was anywhere close to me. Anyhow, I’ve tried hating him, but it's just not my nature to hate someone no matter how bad that person treats me. Hmm maybe I'm too nice? Well that what I’ve been told. Do remember, I don't hold grudges but I never forget the things you did. Kapish? Whatever, enough about that. Oh btw, my finals are starting this Monday. So I better go and cram my brain with facts and handy stuffs that will hopefully help me pass my exams. And oh yeah, I won't be updating this blog in about a month or so. K chow.
Gotta go now. Wish me luck! Bye. X

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Ugly Duckling

FUCK YOU ASSHOLE (!)

I know you're the one who cast me off. But do remember, you were the one who searched me on Facebook just so you can be my friend. You were the one who practically begged me to choose you, instead of another guy. You were the one who moved school, just to be with me. You were the one who did all of those things! Not me! Then why all the sudden you joked around with my recent ex, saying that his tastes on girls are not good? I know you're talking about me when you said that! You fucking asshole. No wonder most of you previous schoolmates told me not to accept you as a friend when I first asked them about you as they say you are a fucking bastard. I should have listened to them back then. Now, I really regret that stupid decision I made last two years. I know you say bad things about me to your fellow friends. You even asked a friend of yours to use me. How thoughtful of you man. I never once (not that I can recall) talked nasty things about you to my friends. You told me numerous times that you don't hate me but actions speak louder than words darling. I'm very disappointed with you. No. I'm disappointed and mad with myself for thinking that you are actually a nice guy.

If only I knew.

Plastered Smile

I apologize for not updating this blog for quite some time. I'm kind of busy these few days as I'm helping my baby sister with her PMR examinations. I'm doing this because dad promised to buy me an Iphone 4 if she'll achieve all straight A's for all the eight subjects. You better remember your promise dad! Hihi. Anyway, even if my dad didn't promise me that, I would still help her. After all, she is my baby sister and it's like my job to take good care of her as she is only little sister. I've always been there for her through thick and thin. I was there when she had her first boyfriend and also when she had her heart broken for the first time too. Stupid boy. I hate him and his big sister. Who in the right mind will ask his/her elder sibling to answer a phone call from a stranger? Fucker right? It was me by the way, the stranger that is. Hahahaha! Don't tell her that. Anyway, I sometimes do think that I am my lil sister's guardian angel.

This reminds me of the time I sent my elder sister to KLIA as she's going to Bristol, UK to do medicine. When she hugged me, she asked me to take good care of my lil sister and big brother. Argh. Tears are now rolling down my cheeks as I miss my big sister, very very much. I miss having little arguments and fights with her. The house sounds as if its empty without hearing any screaming and shouting from the both of us. Haih. But it’s okay anyway, because in December, the whole family are going there to visit her. And anyway, we Skype as in video chat each other at least three times a week. My dad miss her so much till he leaves his Skype open every day and will get jealous when I get to Skype with her, and he doesn't. Aww Abah <3 

Speaking of the devil, my sister just went online now, so I'm gonna finish this bullshit and then go and skype with her. Goodbye then. X