Reset Button

So much has changed. I loved someone a lot, and one day I woke up and I realized what moving on really is. There’s such a big difference between getting over something and getting through it. I got through with it all, but if he came up to me and told me that he sincerely loved me, I wouldn’t resist that. It’s funny how things work out right? You think you’ll be best friend with someone forever and one day you’re just not anymore. All I know for sure is that when you love someone, I mean truly love someone, whether it’s a friend or a boyfriend or girlfriend or whatever, you never stop loving them. Think about it. I’ve moved on, yes, but a part of me will always belong to him. I will always have that part of me that loves him.

I'm Yours

Every time I look at you, I feel better. It shocks me, it knocks my wind out, but it’s true. I don’t need to make out with you to be happy, I’d be happy just to look at you from across the room. And even that, anything, any piece of you, and hopefully all of you, that’d be the best thing because I love you.

Bust A Move

Dude ! You're cute.

Like "I-have-a-secret-crush-on-you' cute.

Haha, so there's one guy in my tuition that I'm having a huuuuge crush on, but he doesn't know. Of course. I never tell the guy I like that I'm having a crush on him. I don't have the guts to do so, i guess. He is obviously out of my league anyway, and he probably doesn't even know that I even exist. Well, I'm not born pretty like you. So, cut me some slack okaaay.

Trust Issues

I’ve always had problems trusting people. Spilling my inner feelings to even my closest friends has always been difficult. As I was afraid what they might think and react about it. And then you came along. Although it was still hard, but I did it. I came so far, I got so close. And then you broke up with me, and I don’t know if I can do it again with anyone else. Then I've learn to never trust anyone but myself. I do spill some, but those dark secrets of mine, I'll just keep it to myself. Keeping it all to myself is better than most of the kids in school knowing about it.

Natural Release

Have you ever reminisced on something in the past, thinking every possible way you could have changed it, made it last, made it work ? You'd spend your days waking up, thinking about it, going through your day thinking about it, and going to bed thinking about it - hoping and praying it will come back. I too faced this problem a few times already. But now I know, nothing last forever. We go through our lives, thinking about yesterday and not today. You're in denial, heartache and regretting. We're young, we're reckless and we're alive. We make stupid mistakes, we lose people we love, and that's just the way life works. Letting go isn't being weak or giving up..

Letting go is GROWING UP.

Bitch Much ?

Dude, you remind me of a penny, because you’re two faced and worthless. He told his girlfriend and her friends that I still love him. Tafakk ? Fucking liar.
I HATE YOU, you loser. I was very very furious ( still am ) when I found out from his brother, that my ex said to her girlfriend that I'm obsess with him. Eww, perasan gila mangkuk jamban tu -.- No offence, but you're just a nobody to me. To me, you're a huge mistake I did that I regret a lot. So stop flattering yourself with the lies that you made. I don't like you, and I am definitely NOT obsess with you. Okay ? Drill those facts into the pea-size brain of yours, will ya ? Thanks.

Rebound

I suddenly realized it. The way to get over you isn’t by hooking up with some random guy, or pretending like we didn’t happen. You and I loved each other, and then you broke my heart. I’ve been doing everything possible not to face that fact. I’m gonna kiss somebody someday, and when I do, it’ll be for me.

- Blair Waldorf

Already Moved On

It’s funny how when you finally get over someone, you start seeing them in a whole new perspective. It’s like you’re looking at them through the eyes of your best friend, and you realize, he’s nothing special. He’s just another ordinary boy. But in my case, he's a jerk. The word Douche Bag, suits him pretty well.

AWW

Boy :	I want to be a super hero. So guess what is my name.
Girl :	Hmm. Ironman ? Superman ?
Boy :	Haha nope. Think harder girl.
Girl :	Spiderman ? Oh i know ! You're Batman !
Boy :	No, you silly girl. I want to be YOUR MAN .

What A Day

Hey you, yes you girl. I want you to know that I'm not jealous at all yesterday, not even a tiny little bit. I don't like him, I never did. He was just another rebound guy to me. I never told anyone this but, to be honest, every time I was with him, I pictured that he was erm, someone else. And I'm pretty sure, he was aware of that, as I always talk about that 'someone', and he was always pretty mad every time I talked about that dude. So yeah, don't go and believe his lies saying that I still like him or what not. Because I just don't. Oh, I think you out of all the people, should already know by now that he's a freaking player. Well, not really a player, cause dia PTJ, as in Player Tak Jadi. Yes, I call him that because he flirts with everyone, BUT no one really falls for him. Girl, I do believe you know this fact too, right. As he flirted with you and tried to flirt with a few other girls too, when he was with me. Think about this girl, if he cheated behind my back and we get to see each other everyday, as we are in the same school but he still cheated on me. So don't you think that he will cheat behind your back as you are like so freaking  far far away in Kedah ? Hmm. Its all up to you now, I'm just telling what you should and probably already know about him. Toodles :)

Moving On

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.