Just Because

Just because somebody flirts with you, doesn’t mean they like you.

Just because somebody likes you, doesn't mean they wanna go out with you. Just because they wanna go out with you, doesn’t mean they love you. Just because somebody loves you, doesn’t mean they won’t hurt you. Because people lie, things change. boyfriends cheat, and “Best friends” ditch. And there are always gonna be those people who would kill to see you fall.

Sucking Air

Someone asked me yesterday night, What type of guy would you like to date ?. Even though you dumped me months ago, I still describe you when people ask what kind of a guy I like. Its a stupid thing to do, I know. I'm very, very aware of that. I don't really care what people talk behind me, you can say what ever you want because everyone has their own perception on people. I believe in myself, so screw your words about what I did or say as they wont affect me in any way. Oh yeah. I believe in love, in  karma, in kindness, and in singing in and out of tune fashion to your favourite songs. I believe in smiling till your cheeks hurt and laughing till your stomach hurts. I believe in having someone tell you you’re beautiful, dancing in the rain, and miracles too. I also believe in second and third chances, even if you’ve completely screwed it all up.
What do you have to say about that, my friend ? :)

Songs On The Radio

It’s weird, like when you’re in love, all of a sudden you’re hearing all of these love songs for the first time, and it feels like the singer is just talking to you alone, like reading your mind. When you’re grieving, it’s the same thing. It's like I’m in tune with all the sadness of the world suddenly.

Yesterday, I went to Melaka to visit my brother in his University. The journey there was boring, very boring. We did make a few stop at the R&R. And oh, I texted Azizul the whole journey, without him the journey would have been a lot boring-er. On the way back home, my dad played Taylor Swift's songs over and over again as we don't know the Hits fm or Fly fm's frequency in Melaka -.- Yes, I bought the Fearless cd. Every single Taylor's songs remind me of the old memories I had with my ex. So, of course I cried most of the way back home. Luckily I sat behind alone in the car. We arrived home at about 2 in the morning, I think ? But I still can't sleep. Curse you Insomnia. So I text Azizul again, while watching the tv. We praticallly texted the whole night. Till it was 4 in the morning, he excused himself, as he was sleepy. I continued watching tv alone till it was 5 something, then I went up stairs to lay on my bed. I can't remember what time I finally fall asleep. Then, my dad knocked on my door, saying that it is 6 AM already. I was like Nooooo :S So I gathered all my courage and asked my dad if I could skip school today. Thank God he said yes :D And now, here I am, blogging when I should be in school now. Hihi. Hmm, I better go now. My stomach is growling as it wants me to fill it up. Later peps.

Mega Douche

	Ex Boyfriend : Do you have any idea what would happen to you if I die? Ex Girlfriend : I might also die. Ex Boyfriend : *blushes* Why? Ex Girlfriend : Sometimes, too much HAPPINESS can cause death.

Lie Detector

I pretend that I'm over you so my friends will stop yelling at me to move on. I lie to myself and say that it just shows how pathetic you are that you keep asking other girls out after you broke up with me. but the truth is, I'm not okay. I still break down when I think of the life we were supposed to have together, and the memories that were defined as perfect that we created. I still love you. I wish you didn't move on. I'd never admit this to anyone- but even after all the pain you have caused me, I want you back.You said we could still be friends. You were in my life everyday. We talked on the phone for hours every night. Even when we weren't an item. We were friends. Now I spend my time trying to be as busy as possible so I wont miss your goofy texts and voice on the phone late at night. But when I try to fall asleep at night, my head still says your name. All of me misses you. And you said we could still be friends.