Malibu Princess

Sorry folks, for not updating this blog for a while now. The sluggishness in me is starting to blossom furiously. I promised myself before the holiday, I will start studying very hard for my finals. But I didn't keep that promise, I haven't even touch a single academic book since the last day of school before the holidays. I feel so ashamed of myself. If I can't even keep a simple promise like that, how could I keep the promises I made to other people? The bond I have with my family members is starting to to widen, as I sleep during the day and will be wide awake at night. Just like an owl. The only strong relationship I have right now are with the laptop and the blackberry. It’s not that I've already give up on my studies and my life, no never. It’s just that, I don't feel like myself these days. I just can't seem to control my emotions these days. One second, I'll be smiling, the next second I'll be screaming my head off scolding someone for their minor slip-up. I need to get out more, you know away from all this. I want to be alone without feeling lonely,
if you know what I mean.

Oh btw, Eid Mubarak was okay. Not really great, but just okay. Like another typical day at my father's side. I went back to Temerloh, Pahang to celebrate it with my dad's side of the family. Watched ghosts stories with them, and that was it. Okay then, I better log off now, my lil sis is driving me nuts as she wants to use the laptop now.
Goodbye, for now. Loves.