I Need Faith

I have learnt a lot about life even though I'm just sixteen. I learn that life changes every minute of every day. You lose friends. You gain friends. You realize your friend wasn’t ever really your friend, and that person you used to hate can make a really good friend. You look for love. You find love. You lose love. You realize all long that you’ve been loved. You laugh. You cry. You laugh so hard that you cry. You do this, you do that. You really wish you hadn’t done that. You then learn from that and are glad that you did. You have your ups. You have your downs. You see good movies. You see bad movies. You wonder if your life is just one big movie. You look at others and wish you were them. You then realize who they are and are glad that you’re you. You love life. You hate life. In the end you just find yourself happy to be living life, no matter what’s thrown at you.

Oh btw, I think I'm giving up on boys/men/males, ughh whatever. I'm trying my best to channel all my focus on my studies starting on now onwards. I'm tired of building my hopes up and opening my heart to someone and later gets my heart broken over and over again. I'm tired of all the drama and the tears. Haihh I think I'm going to stop here, before I have another emotional break down today.
So goodnight everyone. May God bless us all.