Not My Fault

Shit, I sense that I'm falling for him once more. Fuckkk. It has been so long since I last saw you play sports. I used to cheer for you at the side lines. But now all I can do is just cheer for your team to win, even though I know that your team won't win and just hoping you won’t notice. It’s not like I planned on.. falling for you again. It’s not like I want it. I just can’t help it. All you do is break me, but when I see you, it’s like I forget all that. I forget about the heart you’ve shattered so many times and forget all of the pain I went through.. just for the possibility of you holding me again. I miss you. I don’t know
exactly why I do, but I miss you. So much.

Anyhow, my team The Bubbly Ball won the school softball tournament. YAYYY :D And now, I'm so tired. So blog later yo, nitey nite.