One Direction

They are my current obsession. I found out about them when I was in the UK. It was love at first sight!
God, they are all good looking and yummy! Hehe ONE DIRECTION <3


Psst. I love Harry Styles the most btw, hehe.
He's the dude with the curly hair <33

Zac E Is Single

Ssup bloggers? Miss me? Hehe. Forgive me for not updating this shit-full-of-crap-blog of mine for these past few weeks. I wasn’t in my, yknow mood to note down anything. Actually it was because I got zero material to write really, as my life was quite a bore given that I’m basically stuck at home.  But I did sneak out, twice. Hihi. I’m a rebel baby! Haha shh, keep that piece of information to yourself k? Don’t try to blackmail me alright? Haha. Let’s move on shall we. Hmm. I watched Rapunzel with the girls while a french mummy movie with Amira. God, I wasted my cash on a stupid mummy film that has a dull and unrealistic storyline. Anyhow, the Rapunzel movie was quite good. Had a few laughs as I was watching it. Never knew a fairytale story can be so.. unpredictable and amusing at the same time.

Oh yeah, I just got back from London the day before yesterday. The weather there was super cold and it snowed! It was my first time experiencing snow so I was really happy. It was my second trip there so there wasn’t much to see and buy. And for that reason, I wanna apologize firsthand to my friends because I didn’t buy many souvenirs. I’m so sorry!  Anyway, I don’t think I need to mention that there were loads of good looking boys and men there. God, it was like I’m in heaven or something. Hehe seriously.

I spent quite a number of days in Wales as my aunt lives there as a permanent resident and mainly because my big sister, Ain attends the University of Bristol. There were lots of halal food in Bristol so the trip there was great hehe. London was awesome btw! There was sale everywhere so  it was fantastic as dad was in his shopaholic’s mode. Both my baby sister and I scored quite a number of designer goods there. Thanks pa hehe. Oh, I also went to both Manchester and Liverpool as I’m a Manchester United’s fan while the rest of my family members are Liverpool fans. But it was second time too for both places, anyways. I did enter the stadium tour in Liverpool but not in Manchester as it was a match day when I was there. Wanted to purchase tickets for the game but my dad told me, the Manchester fans there are usually ‘ganas’. I had a great time there though. The tour in the Liverpool stadium was great but it wasn’t as huge as the Manchester stadium. So yeah. Haha, dad guaranteed that he’ll be bringing me there again next year. Hehe yay!

Alright then, I better go to bed now as it is nearly 4am. Night! X
Sorry for the long post btw.

Sparks Fly

I once had a guy best friend,who was my ultimate best friend. I can't go without a day without talking to him. He always know how to cheer me up. He was always the one I can depend on, vice versa. He was not only my best friend, he was my boyfriend too. I never felt that comfortable with someone like him. We used to finish each others sentences and with one glance, we would already know what is in our minds. As if we are talking to each other using our eyes. When we broke up, he said we'll always be best friends. But a few weeks later we had a huge fight, when he started to be nice to me or something like that, my ego got in the way. He said it was enough, he doesn't want anything to do with me anymore and he ended our friendship. Letting my ego come between us was a mistake I will regret till my last breath. When my heart was starting to heal, we keep bumping into each other. His smile will always turn into a frown every time we bump into each other. How could you not be sad when the person you love, hate seeing you? Hm.

When I listen to songs like Stay and Scar, both by Miley Cyrus, I would immediately think of him and I'd break down and cry. The other night in the car, the song Kenangan Terindah by Samson came on the radio, I forced myself to keep the tears from falling as this song holds a lot of memories to it . Haih. I know I should have moved on already. I even thought I moved on already, but boy was I wrong. My heart literally skipped a beat when I saw him at a shop. Moving on gets harder everyday as I used to run to him when I have problems or secrets to tell, and now I have no one but myself. I'm tired of convincing myself and everyone else that I'm fine because I'm far from fine. Haih.

I should probably stop writing this crap and get some sleep before mum wakes me up for breakfast. Forgive me for this emo shit post. I just need to let it out. Good night. X

Final Countdown

I'm gonna start this post by saying; I’m sorry for my previous post. Do excuse me for saying those ruthless words. I was erm, very furious with that guy. What he said was rude and offensive. I swear I would have punched him at the face if he was anywhere close to me. Anyhow, I’ve tried hating him, but it's just not my nature to hate someone no matter how bad that person treats me. Hmm maybe I'm too nice? Well that what I’ve been told. Do remember, I don't hold grudges but I never forget the things you did. Kapish? Whatever, enough about that. Oh btw, my finals are starting this Monday. So I better go and cram my brain with facts and handy stuffs that will hopefully help me pass my exams. And oh yeah, I won't be updating this blog in about a month or so. K chow.
Gotta go now. Wish me luck! Bye. X

Oh btw, if you have time to spare, do take a look at this awesome blog.
You won't regret it, I promise ;)

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Ugly Duckling

FUCK YOU ASSHOLE (!)

I know you're the one who cast me off. But do remember, you were the one who searched me on Facebook just so you can be my friend. You were the one who practically begged me to choose you, instead of another guy. You were the one who moved school, just to be with me. You were the one who did all of those things! Not me! Then why all the sudden you joked around with my recent ex, saying that his tastes on girls are not good? I know you're talking about me when you said that! You fucking asshole. No wonder most of you previous schoolmates told me not to accept you as a friend when I first asked them about you as they say you are a fucking bastard. I should have listened to them back then. Now, I really regret that stupid decision I made last two years. I know you say bad things about me to your fellow friends. You even asked a friend of yours to use me. How thoughtful of you man. I never once (not that I can recall) talked nasty things about you to my friends. You told me numerous times that you don't hate me but actions speak louder than words darling. I'm very disappointed with you. No. I'm disappointed and mad with myself for thinking that you are actually a nice guy.

If only I knew.